Saturday, November 20, 2010

The chubby and playful butterfly

Hi!! My name is Anne Lauren B. Cunanan. You can call me Anne or Lauren if you like. But if you'd ask me, i'd rather prefer if you'll call me Lauren because I think the name Anne is so passe! While the name Lauren is unique and it reminds me of my favorite fashion designer, Ralph Lauren. I'm 19 and I am the youngest among 5 siblings and by the way, all of them has their own family. Well, don't worry about me because I don't have any plans of getting married although I dream about it but when I do, I'll make sure that I'm financially and mentally prepared. I'm known as a friendly, funny, caring, a bit loony and a very energetic girl. Sometimes, when I hear music .. I can't stop myself from dancing!! I'm also known as a talkative girl because I'm just full of stories.

Now, Let's talk about the things I love. I love arts and I have a PASSION for FASHION. And someday, I wish to be one of the famous Filipina fashion designers. I also dream of working in PREVIEW magazine. One of my hobbies is listening to music because to me, its my temporary escape from reality. Another hobby of mine is designing stuff, it relaxes me as well. For me, the things I can't live without is my cellphone and accessories.Accessories because I feel incomplete whenever I'm not wearing one. I can't live without my Cellphone of course because it is my source of communication to my loved ones and it has a MP3 application, duh!! I need music whenever I'm having my mood-swings! If we'll talk about foods, my favorite would be the french foods such as bread and pasta. I also love to drink frappes, smoothies and milkshakes. When it comes to colors, I'm attracted to dark colors such as gray, black and violet especially if its in the clothes I wear. But when it comes to accessories or bags, I'd rather have the colors yellow, red and green. But of course, my ultimate favorite and the color I'm very much addicted to is the color PINK!! hahaha!! As you can see.. my favorite things are quite the opposite of who I really am. Because I'm a total cowgirl. You can put me in a strange crowd and still be-friends with them. 

Relationships? Well.. if its about family, I'am very close to my brothers especially to my sister who I reside with. Despite of our age gaps, we manage to bond and sometimes have decent or funny conversations. Friends? I have a lot but there are of course only a few whom I trust and that I always want to spend my time with like like Diff and Anxiety. I also have someone whom I call TF. TF means True Friend. To me, its more than a bestfriend because a true friend is the one who knows you completely, without judgements and secrets. My true friend is the very beautiful and crazy niece of mine, Charlyn. She is 17 and she is more than a family of mine. If you'll ask me if I'm single, the answer is NO. My heart is happily taken by a hunk basketball player named Jonas Protacio. I'am proud to say that we are now going to our 4th anniversary. Of course there is no such thing as a perfect relationship. Our relationship has up's and down's but we manage to overcome it and it makes our relationship adamant. To me, even though it may sound cheezie, he's not only my lover but also my bestfriend and my angel. He's been there for me when there was no one to talk to or to help. And I'm lucky to have him in my life.

About unforgettable experiences, it would be my 18th and 19th birthday. It was during those birthdays of mine that I felt important and loved by my friends. On my 18th birthday, I was totally depressed because there was no celebration, seriously! Then on the next day, my TF called me and told me to head home as quick as I could because she was depressed. As I was approaching my bedroom, I heard laughter and to my surprise, DIFF was there together with my TF! They gave me gifts and told me to get dressed because we're going out. They asked me to wear their gifts which were a cute violet tank-top, a violet purse and a Thistle perfume. I had no idea where they were taking me, and I was shocked because they took me to MOA. There we were, looking for a bar outside. After how many hours, we decided where to go and we drinked. Everything was amazing! There were also fireworks and some gay comediennes approached us and befriended us. For me, that was the best debut!! The next birthday of mine was also memorable. It was during the day of enrollment for the second semester. Everyone was haggard and it was around 6 p.m when they finished enrolling. Of course I was feeling anxious and wanted to celebrate my birthday with my group named Anxiety. There we were, having confusions whether we'll celebrate it in another day since all of us were tired. But, they decided that we should celebrate it on that day. So, when we arrived at Hiyasmin's house, me, Megs, Jv, Josh and Juniko waited for Jhai, Saja and Yhas to arrive. And when they did, they have 2 family size pizza's and the delicious refrigerated cake that Saja made for me. Then, while I was sitting in the couch, they turned the light off and I was surprised because they have this cake with candles lit. I blowed the candles and made my wish. For me, that was very touching. After that, we ate the pizza even though mine was the piece that was full of hot sauce!! Then we ate the very sweet and savory refrigerated cake. Afterwards, they gave messages to me. And me, yhas and jhai slept together. It was very memorable. I felt loved by my friends. Even though Glads and Angel wasn't there, they managed to make it up to me. I'm thankful to have Diff, Anxiety, my family, my TF and my bf in my life. If it wasn't for them, my life would be dull and colorless.

So, that ends my introduction. If you want to know me more, just approach me and I still have a lot of things to tell about myself. As of now, I consider myself as a timid pupa who is still inside of her cocoon. Undergoing hardships and someday.. I'll become a beautiful butterfly! Confident and mature. I'll soar high and do whatever I want to do. Be whatever I want to be. And when that day comes, I'll make sure that I'll be LIVING my DREAM. :) Au revoir monsieurs and mademoiselles!